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congragulate me i finally managed to get myself to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
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and, fancy that, it makes 3rd on my prestigious list of favorite movies
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Im actually tempted to move it higher on the list, bumping Amelie and even High Fidelity down but thats such a shocking and dramatic response that it makes me uneasy so i'll leave it at the much more reasonable "3rd place"
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but yea...it was good...
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haunting is my one word to describe it
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for about an hour afterward my mind was so blank and shocked and...i dont quite know how to describe it, but anyway, it was so whatever it was that i went outside in the hopes of climbing a tree and just sitting for the rest of the day
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unfortunately the trees were all barren, and those that werent are simply not for climbing
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so i wandered around the campus trying to find somewhere peaceful and separate but there simply isnt anything to beat a tree
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although a rooftop would have done ok, and i found one, then attempted to climb up top of it
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but as i stepped carefully on the metal/tin shed roof it cracked slightly so after less than an instant's consideration I got back off
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and right as i had someone walked past, so the area wasnt really removed enough
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i had to settle for the student center where i spent the rest of the time up until about 6 staring off into space trying to remember anything
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but limiting myself to only pictures, no words
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its not as easy an exercise as one might think
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for the most part i invent images in my head when i "remember" something because I'm really mainly text based. Pictures that float by are actually reproductions, interpretations, they simply happen to be very near correct.
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this time however, after a few failed attempts, i managed to actually *see* in memorium little stolen scenes from my room
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my old room i mean, the one that i havent seen since freshman year, where my dad used to live
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and it shocked me so much I cried and then lost the moment, being quite unable to reproduce the effect afterwards
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morale of the story: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind is good
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alternate (and albiet more interesting) morale: remembering clear images of the past is painful but in an odd nostalgic way
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...those should both be "moral"